Our new routine is that O's alarm clock goes off 10 minutes before she needs to get into the shower. We do this intentionally so that we can get 10 minutes of snuggle time in my bed before we need to get up.
As we snuggle in bed early this morning, O says the sweetest things to me.
As she says them, I alternate between....
saying to myself, "Remember this conversation so you can blog about it," and
saying to her, "Honey, please. Shhh. We only have a few more minutes to sleep."
And now, do I remember the conversation? No, I don't.
I only remember how I shushed her when I should have been enjoying her.
Enjoying her, dammit. It's going by so quickly. I should be enjoying her.
Why can't I remember that? I alternate between trying to remember so I can blog about it? and shushing her so I can sleep an extra 10 minutes? Are either of these good goals or intentions? No, they are not. Did I even acheive either of them anyway? No, I did not.
This is so pathetic I can't stand it.